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wtorek, 31 stycznia 2006
Bylo mi dobrze

Mialam dzis dziwny sen. Nie pamietam dokladnie konkretow, ale wiem, ze bylam kochana. On byl taki dobry. Naprawde mnie kochal. Opiekunczy, szczery, mozna na Nim bylo polegac. Wiedzialam, ze jesli Mu zaufam, to wszystko bedzie OK - nie zawiedzie.

I calowal tak wspaniale.

Obudzilam sie szczesliwa. Spokojna. Jakby On wciaz byl...

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Tylko problem jest taki, ze nie wiem, kto to... Moze Go jeszcze nie spotkalam?

Troche po angielsku

Dzisiaj duzo sie wydarzylo, ale nie chce mi sie wszystkiego od nowa pisac, bo juz pozno, a jutro prace zaczynam godzine wczesniej. Zatem skopiuje tylko to, co opowiadalam w rozmowie... wyjdzie na to samo, tyle, ze po angielsku. Trudno...

"...sorry I had to call my bank
I forgot to change the dd payment to my landlady (due tomorrow); tried to change it online but it was too late so had to call them to change... they
made me laugh; they said that in my position with rent going so much up it would be best to get onto the property ladder
and started talking about a mortgage
I said yes, I could buy a posh shed for the money I can get with my wages

(...) but I got rather annoyed today
I did feel nauseous again at work so I did call for a doctor's appointment
I managed to get one at 4:50
so I rushed from work to get MMZ in time and then to the surgery
sat down five mins before the due time
then about 15 mins later an old lady was called in to the doctor I was to see
another 13 mins and I thought it would be my turn - no, another person who was waiting was called in
then it was my turn (30 mins delay)
he said sorry
I explained
he said nothing to worry about
just go home
I told you; they do not take it seriously so maybe I should not
he said it was either IBS or migraine connected
no tests, nothing
(...)
I told you that when I got the pre-op report for MMZ it said: M Jones (Mother) - philosophical but needs time off when son ill
God knows what that meant
the GP who wrote it said he could not remember what he meant
so I wasted a whole hour, still feel poorly and will not bother going to see a doc any more
if I die you help MMZ to claim compensation
he said to go to work
(he looked puzzled why do I bother him so I explained that I work in a food factory)
so he said just carry on going to work (...)

anyway, that was not the end of it
I rushed with a hungry MMZ to the MM lesson just to find all the little ones, the juniors and the grown ups together waiting all crammed up for grading
there must have been at least 30 people having grading
(each at least £40)
I went to see his instructor (I was late though as it was already 6:10) but it turned out he was seeing new recruits
the grading was done by the "Master" himself

anyway
well, that instructor said what was the matter
I said I wanted cancellation form
he said he run out of them
I said I wanted address of where the cancellation has to be sent to
so he said to give it to him in writing
so I said ok
he said why am I cancelling - MMZ is doing OK
well, I said I had several points I wanted to discuss
he asked if MMZ is doing the grading
I said well, of course not
he got quite stroppy saying that he was busy tonight
I said I will wait
he said he was seeing 30 parents tonight and would be busy until half eight
they he b***** off
to see those parents
it made me laugh as it looked to me like he was expecting the previous recruits to be leaving so the next ones were more important
he did not even try to listen why I was taking MMZ out
I felt like talking to that Master bloke but then I watched MMZ group being graded and changed my mind
they were lined up
the other bloke was giving them orders (all together)
and that Master bloke was just seating there looking interested (not)
watching them (but I am a trained assessor and done group exercising assessments and he was not really picking on anything; they were all to pass anyway)
so it was funny as I did say to some of the parents from MMZ's group outside that I cancelled
and they said they felt the same but they were made to sign a year's contract
then there is that youngish instructor - do not know if you noticed him
he tried to help initially but when I told him what I did not like he got all defensive (I said about the charges for grading and he said theirs were the lowest and others do not tell either)
so I asked the school caretaker to give me some paper and I wrote a notice of cancellation
I gave it to that young instructor saying to pass it to MMZ's instructor (as he was not available) and I am going to call that instructor tomorrow and also write a letter to that HQ of that school tomorrow confirming the cancellation (I had no way of making a copy)...

Byly jeszcze i inne sprawy - jak chocby naprawa i testowanie samochodu. Ale zmeczona jestem, wiec tyle na dzis wystarczy...

poniedziałek, 30 stycznia 2006
Nadzieja umiera ostatnia

Ide sie uspic. Jutro tez musze wstac. I sie od tego nie wywine.

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Wciaz czekam. Wierze, ze sie wydarzy...

niedziela, 29 stycznia 2006
Niedzielny mlyn

Dzisiejszy dzien MMZ zaczal od plywania. Pozniej, po powrocie do domu, gdy On sie bawil, ja chorowalam. Ale mimo wszystko wybralismy sie na wyjazd, bo pogoda przeslicznie sloneczna (tyle, ze bardzo zimno).

Pojechalismy do kanionu. Potem zatrzymalismy sie pokrotce na takim duzym parkingu w polu. P. poszedl cos tam sprawdzic, a my z MMZ siedzielismy w samochodzie, bo straszliwie nagle zaczelo wiac. Wiatr byl taki, ze fale w pobliskim jeziorku wyskakiwaly wysoko na brzeg i rozbryzgiwaly sie wokolo. Jednak najbardziej rozbawila mnie mewa, ktora szla do tylu (wlasciwie, to ona chciala stac, ale wiatr pchal ja tak mocno, ze wygladalo, jakby szla do tylu...). Pozniej podjechalismy do jaskin, ale MMZ nie chcial zwiedzac (co mnie nie dziwi, bo byl juz wiele razy, a restauracja byla zamknieta. Zatem udalismy sie do Studni, gdzie zjedlismy duzy obiad. Smiechu przy tym bylo co niemiara, bo ja caly czas balam sie, ze znow bede chorowac. Ale nie chorowalam (choc roznie sie czulam). Za to zjadlam pyszny deser na koniec. ;) W drodze powrotnej wstapilismy do Siostry P. Po krotkiej herbatce udalismy sie do W. do kosciola. P. odwiozl sie do domu, a my mamy dwa samochody. ;)

Teraz juz w domku zaraz bede czytalam MMZ ksiazeczke do snu. Rano czeka mnie codzienny mlyn dnia powszedniego.

sobota, 28 stycznia 2006
Co za noc!

Padam ze zmeczenia, a do drugiej musze siedziec i cierpliwie czekac na antybiotyk. :/

Wzielam sie poznym wieczorem za przegladanie papierow. Juz mam cztery sterty: pierwsza - ta z ktorej biore papiery, kolejna - papiery wazne, potem - papiery do zniszczenia, i wreszcie - papiery do wlozenia do recycling box. Pokoj duzy znow wyglada jakby w niego bomba walnela, ale za to w sypialni mam jako taki porzadek. ;) Troche sie zloszcze, bo z rana bede musiala to na dole troche ogarnac; na 11-sta zapowiedzial sie P. Poniewaz wczesniej mamy plywanie, to przyjdzie znow mi z kurami wstac. Ech.

Sprezyne juz zalatwia Ron. Swiety czlowiek. Az mi przykro, ze zamiast do niego, to P. pozwolilam MOT zalatwiac. Ale calkiem jakos wylecialo mi z glowy, ze rozmawialismy przed swietami o MOT u niego. Coz, za pozno teraz... tak mysle. :( P. jutro ma przywiezc Macieja, i pewnie dopiero po mszy wieczorej P. odwioze, bo wyglada na to, ze przyjdzie mi Maciejem jezdzic do czasu naprawy mojego. Mile z jego strony, ale krepujace nieco. No coz. "Zebracy nie moga przebierac." ;)

Dzis wieczorem dowiedzialam sie, ze "you are not a proper mama", by po jakims czasie uslyszec, ze "you are the bestest mummy in the whole wide world...". Ech, mlodosc! ;) Ale z powodu klotni MMZ poszedl spac bardzo pozno. W dodatku zdenerwowal chyba Cienia, bo w lazience zastalam trociny wszedzie... Ech...

Zle wiadomosci

Odebralam samochod. Znalezli peknieta sprezyne. :( Ponoc i opona przez to bliska wylysienia. :( Nie mogli mi powiedziec ile to bedzie kosztowalo, ale musze zrobic przez nadchodzaca sroda. Grrrr. Jakby malo bylo wydatkow. :( W dodatku nie tylko o nieplanowany wydatek chodzi, ale i o brak samochodu na czas naprawy. Pewnie znow bede musiala pozyczyc Macieja. :/

 
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